Biography I♥You 17 on the 17 of May. I love sports, i love eating. And i love my dearest little sisters (: cos they are my life (: And I love you, G (: Email l Facebook l Tagboard I♥YOU YOU♥ Christabel♥ Rachel♥ Chun Hao♥ Zhen Yu♥ Tracy♥ Farhana♥ Esther♥ Joanna♥ Exits Adelynn Amanda Amanda{P} Annita Cheryl Jasmine Jerica Jingting Jingying Joanna Joanne Joey June Natalieneo Natalietan Perry Sheena Sherry Shiman Shube Xinyi Zhenyu Rachel Archives October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 December 2010 Credits&Music ©Glamouresque. ©Arse 愛轉角-罗志祥	Saturday, August 29, 2009 Hello people. This week was total hell to me. I failed 3 and half subjects out of 4. But luckily i passed everything for overall (: And i really miss ____ so much. I cant stop thinking abt her, everything in my mind is about her, but she needs time ba. i understand. Today i went to Orchard, actually wanted to watch GI Joe but den no tickets ): so go walk walk, first went to Isetan. Go the basement, chiong food sia. My daddy keep trying everything he see, noodles, chicken, drinks, fish, everything. And in the end only bought noodles and ice-cream. After that went to ION, go walk walk, i went to the Li Ning shop, i see the racket, and i was like wow.... $400 never going to get that racket, so expensive. After that go Taka, ate the Japanese noodles, dunno what its called. Memories started appearing, my mum bought the same thing and happen to sit at the same place. So sad. But i tried not to show it out. After that went to Bukit Timah for dinner, ate alot alot things den go home liao. Monday i dunno what duty should i do. Sec 1 or Sec 2? hmmm see how bahs. And can anyone jio me out on tuesday? so freaking bored at home. Must Jio me hor!!!! Monday, August 24, 2009 i thought it through. Im not going to give up, either letting go. Because i love her so much that nothing can stop me. i'm going to change, im going to be a better boyfriend, and a better person. Currently, finding where can i buy hyacinth. Anyone know must tell me hor!!! hellos (: i in IT training now. Feeling so down now, got my results today. I failed my ss and chem but i got As for my maths (: not bad la, but chem super lousy lo. no mood now, later going training (: To: MYOB Yeah maybe you're right. But i dunno. But den can put down your real name when you tag? I'll appreciate it. And thanks for your advice (: Sunday, August 23, 2009 i'll never let go. Its easy for you to say. You have so many friends around you, supporting you but i don't. Every single time i think about you, i feel so sad. You say i threaten, its not a threaten, its something i always think about. Maybe its not his fault, but you changed after you know him. I don't blame anyone. But if you want me to let go, its never going to happen. You talk to boys, i never say anything, i pretend i never see anything. People tell me that you're hanging out with boys, but i don't mind. As long as you're happy thats fine. You say i insult, yes, i insult, but dont you too? Everyone will do this when they're jealous. I believed in what you said, you said you will patch. I was so happy, until that day when i saw you in the canteen, you said i wanted you because im lonely. Yes im lonely, but thats not the reason. You said that everytime you talk to me, you feel irritated, sad, angry but not happy. Its because you dun try. Why can he make you happy while i cant? I never once started a quarrel with you, never once in our 15 months. I never said a word when quarrel with me. People tell me that i've been letting you too much, but i don't care their words at all, i still gave in to you. As long you're happy, i can do anything. You say you want hynacinth, i'll find it no matter what. Even if i have to work, i'll get the money to buy it for you. Even if its $100, $1000 i'll get the money. Please dun treat me as a stranger anymore, im begging you. And the day i let you go, is the day i die. Saturday, August 22, 2009 My life is totally gone, everything i've worked hard for, all the effort i put in are all gone. Just a sentence " we not meant to be" totally killed my heart After so long, so long, you tell me this. This hurts so much, you may think im just saying it for fun but it isnt. Every single word you tell me, i'll always remember it, but maybe im just dreaming or maybe you're just saying it fun i don't know. You said you will but end up you didn't. These are million times more hurtful den what you think. Yes, i smile, i laugh infront of my friends, everyone thinks im okay, even you. But i'm not, i put up a brave front infront of everyone, but inside im just a glass, one push and i'll shatter. Even a little hope makes me so happy, but when this little hope disappear, i'll be gone for good. Im afraid, because ____ and _____ are so close to you. Maybe to you, I'm a flirt. But compared to them, do you still think i am? i don't know. You said i demoralise you, it wasn't intentional, i didnt mean to hurt you. Im sorry. But do you know how much it hurts when you don't reply my messages? even when i tell you, im not feeling well, you don't reply me. maybe you think that im just faking it. I tell you im not. Im feeling so terrible now. But i don't care, what i want is you. i tell you already, if there isn't you, there isn't NG JING XIANG. I'm sorry if i hurt you i just want a chance. Monday, August 10, 2009 life is so meaningless to me without you. i dunno how to carry on, everything seemed so dark. i cant even do anything properly. i know i love you and i cant live without you Sunday, August 9, 2009 feeling so depressed this few days. i hate him Saturday, August 1, 2009 im sorry. i shouldnt have dragged you into this. I'll disappear in your life, never to reappear again. I hope you'll be happier like that. i'll never going forget this day. 300709. The worst day ever in my life.
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