Biography I♥You 17 on the 17 of May. I love sports, i love eating. And i love my dearest little sisters (: cos they are my life (: And I love you, G (: Email l Facebook l Tagboard I♥YOU YOU♥ Christabel♥ Rachel♥ Chun Hao♥ Zhen Yu♥ Tracy♥ Farhana♥ Esther♥ Joanna♥ Exits Adelynn Amanda Amanda{P} Annita Cheryl Jasmine Jerica Jingting Jingying Joanna Joanne Joey June Natalieneo Natalietan Perry Sheena Sherry Shiman Shube Xinyi Zhenyu Rachel Archives October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 December 2010 Credits&Music ©Glamouresque. ©Arse 愛轉角-罗志祥	Thursday, October 29, 2009 i finally know. What she thinks. yo people! Today last day of school liao. Somehow feel sad leh, next year need chiong o levels le. I dunno how much i'll miss her when i leave Kranji Thinking too far ba. Hahas. Yesterday Art Fest. Super fun (: haha Sort of miss the times we 3 practiced together (: hahas. Anyway saw Joey's post. She sounds sad Cheer up la. I know how it feels like, parting with my good friends. But you'll still meet up together (: Like i tagged at your tagbox. You all will be BEST FRIENDS FOREVER. So cheer up. Spend more time with them (: I love you. picture (: Tuesday, October 27, 2009 tomorrow art fest liao, very nervous. Now seriously nothing to talk about. Life is nothing to me now. I still hope..... Sunday, October 25, 2009 Currently addicted to a song called the river flows in you by yiruma. Its nice, makes someone relax. Finding scores now. Saturday, October 24, 2009 Today really no mood to do anything. Play, study and eat, all also no mood. Maybe it's because i'm thinking about it too much. I don't know why, i feel so sad when she says she's lazy to talk to me. Maybe i deserve this. But i'm sure this isn't puppy love, this is TRUE LOVE. I just hope. Thursday, October 22, 2009 Get back results liao. Its okay la, only disappointed in maths and chem and chinese English-C5 Chinese-D7 E maths-C5 A maths-C6 Social Studies-A2 Geography-C5 Physics-C6 Chemistry-E8 wohoo (: i got 2nd in class for SS. so happy. I wish i could do better in Chem ): But i'll work harder, if i can pass my physics paper, means i can for chem too (: Jiayous JingXiang (: She got great results, happy for her. Can go into double science liao. She happy, i will be too. But now i very sad, very very sad. Why other people can have fun after exams? Why i don't feel any fun? Why don't i feel the same as last year? Maybe it's become i lost someone very important to me? OR I just don't know how to have fun? It's really hurtful, everyone is having fun, while i'll always have to stay at home alone, being sad, being depressed. I really hope, that very someone will appear infront of me and accompany me whenever im feeling down. But maybe it's impossible, because from the way i see it, it seems that she's in love with another. Maybe i'm thinking too much. My friends tell me to let it be, dun think about it, but everytime i cant help but to think about it. Maybe it's because 我对自己没有一点的把握. But im still hoping for it to happen, it has been 2 months and 22 days. 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It's been ages since i went out with her. But at least she enjoyed herself with her friends. I dunno if its possible or not, but i hope it will. I really have nothing already. Stayin at home rotting. Lying on my bed thinking of all the things i missed. But if she's happy I think its okay. I think. whatiwantisforyoutosayiloveyoutomeagain whatiwantisforustobehappytogether whatiwantisforyoutolovemeagain whatiwantistogothroughthickandthinwithyouagain whatiwantisyou. andonlyyou. JCTY, maybeimdreaming maybeimstupid maybeimdumb maybeihaveattitudeproblem maybeisuck maybeimirritaing butwhatiknowisthatILOVEYOU. Tuesday, October 20, 2009 yo people (: i come post liao. Today was fun fun fun (: Morning i woke at 8 just to do chinese compre cos i promised my daddy to score well for O'level chinese. After that Huishen and Sebas came my house at 10, den play play play till 2. Went to school after that cos have match with c boys. We lost 4-3. Not bad la. Great performance by both teams. Here are the highlights of match, hahas, dunno how phrase it. Anyway we're playing 30 mins per half, with 3 quarters C boys 1 Non team 0 5 mins (Wuimin)( my mistake caused this goal ): C boys 1 Non team 1 (ChaiSim) - (Khalish dribbled past 4 defenders and forced a save from the keeper, ChaiSim finished off with a tap in) C boys 2 Non team 1 (Matthew) - (He somehow beat the offside trap and beat Zy to score this goal) C boys 2 Non team 2 (forget name sorry ): - ( scored from half line, went over the keeper) C boys 3 Non team 2 (Amarul) - went 1 vs 1 with me, shot went off the post and went into the goal) C boys 4 Non team 2 (dunno his name) - Farizul went past RB and made a through ball into the penalty box, man finished off with a side footer C boys 4 Non team 3 (Khalish) - Irfan was fouled in the penalty box, direct freekick given, Khalish converted with an outer foot shot. End game.... Bad news, i kana injuried ): want see picture? i let you all see. scary hor. Hope it'll recover soon. Bye ppl. Monday, October 19, 2009 Finallyyyyyyyyyyy, she talked to me (: so happy (: Today woke up, study chinese den play com, went soccer-ing with amal and friends. Dam tired hahas, so long never play this much liao, somemore its in a shelter beside HDB. Very long time never have this feeling liao, 2 years? since i played in those type of place. Sec1 was chiong-ing with friends at the shelter near my house, den billy and others will join, wah, think about it, time really flies. If we could play like that again.... It would be very fun (: continue with the soccer thing... We played alot matches, den at the end, we decided to play league cos they was 7 ppl. I and amal one team, den still have Zaki and Sufyan team. And in the end i and amal lost all the matches lo. 0 points!!!! Zaki's team had 9 points while Sufyan had 6. But at least i get back the skill of diving (: Thanks guys, you let me enjoy and get back the taste of being a keeper. Tomorrow having soccer match with c boys, hopefully we will win and no one solo la. hahas. Playing LCB (: wohooo. bye people (: talkingtoyoureallymakesmesmileagain thankyou Sunday, October 18, 2009 i really miss you alot, you should know im talking about you. Long time since i talked to you, face to face, msn, sms as well as waving at you. I really hope you'll sms me soon Saturday, October 17, 2009 Today is another boring and sad day for me. Morning wake up, cut nails, watch tv, played xbox. After that Juventino called me ask me want play soccer match next sat. But in the end never liao cos too far. After that went to bugis with my parents,. Something made me very happy today, she finally replied one of my messages (: Friday, October 16, 2009 how i wish i could sms and talk to you like before.... Today exams over liao!!!! Have alot alot things i wanna do. Play, Play and Play. Think i injured my ankle, pain now. haiz.... I miss you, alot Saturday, October 3, 2009 okay im so bored now. Saw a quiz from Christabel's blog, so i decided to do it (: 1. Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name. --- J very difficult to think of word leh. ahya anyhow put. Japan! 2. Who are you missing right now? --- Someone (: 3. Your ex shows up randomly at your house , what do you say? --- I'll invite her in. 4. How many bedrooms are in your house? --- Thhreeee~~ 5. Is there a reason for your profile song? --- Lols. Whats that? 6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to? -- No 7. Who was your last text message from? -- Christabel (: 8. What time did you wake up this morning? --- 8.55am 9. If someone liked you right now , would you want them to tell you? -- Yupps? 10. Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last? -- Yarhs! Like of coz. 11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single? -- see who's the person first lo. 12. What is wrong with you now? -- I'm sianzz!! 13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? --- Maybe? i cant predict the future 14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad? -- Lols. Of cozzzz no. Why should I? -.- 15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"? -- Yeah. 16. Do you use T9 , word or abc? -- T9. It rockx! 17. Do you tell your mum everything? -- Nope. I should have secrets, right?? 18. Who was the last person you cried in front of? -- Alot people leh. I think the toots ba. 19. Have you told anybody you loved them today? -- Yeah, i did. 20.Who can you trust? -- Myself and my sisters (: 21. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed? -- Cheek ba. 22. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning? -- excited, cos i want watch S.League 23. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of? -- I think is amal. 24. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled? --- No 25. Would You Ever Donate Blood? -- Maybe, but i scared i faint, or the nurse poke into wrong place. 26. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex? -- Yupps :D Was great. 27. Do You Want Someone Dead? -- No 28. What Does Your Last Text Message Say? -- When did i say i had unlimited message? 29. What Are You Thinking Right Now? -- About when my father's friends coming over. 30. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now? -- Yarhs :D i wished she was beside me now (: 31. What Time Did You Go To Sleep Last Night? -- 1.15am Hahs.32.Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now? -- Free de. 33. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now? -- Yupps. 34. Who Was The Last Person To Text You? -- Christabel (: The 9 people you just tagged (tagging those with blogs(: ) i forget liao leh. i anyhow put name la. 1)Christabel 2)Amal 3)Alvin 4)Joey 5)Zhenyu 6)Farhana 7)Nathan 8)Alicia 9)Wenji 35. Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With? -- Now dun have. 36. Is 3 A Male Or A Female? -- Male. 37. What Is Number 1 Studying About? -- Subjects that sec 1s are learning? 38. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them? -- Friday 39.Is Number 4 Single? -- Yupps. 40.Say Something About Number 2. -- My good brother, funny, but sometimes irritating 41. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together? -- Funny leh (: 42. Describe Number 9. --- Small, cute, funny (: 43. What Will You Do If Number 2 And 3 Fights? -- I'll stop them. life has been bad this few weeks, or should i say few months. Without you, there's nothing in me.
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