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2010-12-22T14:26:00.002+08:00

Wow,this has been dead sososo long ago. must revive it. hahas.
Less than 1 month den get back results le, dont know can or not.
But i know that i'll miss my good friends in kss.
Looking at my old post makes me realise that time passes very quickly.
Few months ago, i'm still studying and chiong for o's.
Few years ago, im still slacking all the while.
Time passes really quickly actually,
really too fast for me.
If given a day, i'll surely relive all those precious memories of mine.
But it's whether that person will let me or not.

2010-09-18T16:49:00.000+08:00

Many things happened this few weeks,
complicating and stupid.
I dont want to talk abt it, because it's really stupid.

2010-08-29T19:31:00.002+08:00

I miss being the old me.
I miss life when i have so many people around me.
I miss days where i dont have to worry so much abt studies.
I miss times where i had someone going out with me.
I don't know why,
i feel that everything around me changed,
or maybe i've changed.
In the past, i would live an entertaining life,
spend times with everday.
I miss it.

2010-08-15T19:12:00.002+08:00

Okay i got this from fb.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you're fucked. So, get 25 other kids to die with you, not forgetting the one who dragged you into this shit ^^.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Barley

2. Last phone call: Dad

3. Last text message: Esther

4. Last song you listened to: 幸运女神-蔡黄汝

5. Last time you cried: I forget liao

HAVE YOU EVER:

7. Been cheated on: Yeah!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yeap.

9. Lost someone special: Yup.

10. Been depressed: Of course!

11. Been drunk and threw up: Drunk yes, threw up no!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Pink

13. Blue

14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: Yeap!

16. Fallen out of love: Yeah.

17. Laughed until you cried: Lots!

18. Met someone who changed you: Got got! ^^

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yup =DD

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yar.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yup.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 90% ?

23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 best is 1 boy 1 girl

24. Do you have any pets: No

25. Do you want to change your name: Nah

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Study study study

27. What time did you wake up today: 7 in the morning

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Dreaming

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: O's to end faster.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: She's just beside me now.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Studies

32. What are you listening to right now: Not listening

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes, my gd friend.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Someone!

35. Most visited webpage: I dunno

36. What's your real name: JingXiang luh.

37. Nicknames: Jx, pig.

38. Relationship Status: Attached!

39. Zodiac sign: Taurus.

40. Male or female? : Female, do i look like one?

41. Elementary?: I forget

42. Middle School?: Kranji.

43. High school/college?: Kranji.

44. Hair colour: Dark brown♥

46. Height: 170cm I know I'm short!

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeap

48: What do you like about yourself?: Nothing, i'm a failure.

49. Piercings: Nah.

50. Tattoos: Maybe?

51. Righty or lefty: Righty!

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Don't have.

53. First piercing: maybe few years later

54. First best friend: P6

55. First sport you joined: Badminton

56. First vacation: Forget

59. Eating: Nothing.

60. Drinking: Nothing?

61. I'm about to: EAt

62. Listening to : I said NOTHING!

63. Waiting for: O's to end.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: YES!

65. Get Married?: Eh see got people want marry me first or not.

66. Career?: Psychologist.

67. Lips or eyes: Lips

68. Hugs or kisses: Kisses

69. Shorter or taller: Taller!

70. Older or Younger: Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both =DD

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both

73. Sensitive or loud: Middle!

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: None!

76. Kissed a stranger: If chio maybe (:

77. Drank hard liquor: Yup ^^

78. Lost glasses/contacts: No?

79. Sex on first date: See first.

80. Broken someone's heart: YEAP.

82. Been arrested: Almost.

83. Turned someone down: No one to turn down

84. Cried when someone died: Yar.

85. Fallen for a friend?: Yup.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: OF COURSE!

87. Miracles: Yes!

88. Love at first sight: Yup.

89. Heaven: No!

90. Santa Claus: Used to.

91. Kiss on the first date: No.

92. Angels: Yup!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No way!

95. Did you sing today?: Nope hahs XDD

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: I guess so.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 13 May

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Of course!

2010-08-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

Bored bored bored bored bored.
Now life is all about test test test!
How boring can it get,
study until no mood post.

But i'm still crazy over her!
wohoo! (:
Sooooo hot!

2010-08-07T18:50:00.005+08:00

i'm finally posting.
So long liao.
Lets talk about yesterday.
Yesterday was a great great great day!
Woke up at 6!
Den i went to school.
Talked, slacked as we were waiting for leaders' day to start.
The parade started with the marching of uniform groups.
Den after all that, the leaders' turn.
Dam ps la, first one to walk out leh,
den stand there.
Stand for soooo long, my whole body aching leh.
After that got songs, we were sooo high,
I didn't realise a group of guys can become so high one,
we did the train thing, and stepped on some bags. ooops.
After that played frisbee then go home.

i'm too lazy to post abt today.
But i shall post about something very cool!!
I'm crazy over a taiwan singer.
She is 豆花妹-蔡黄汝
She is so hot la!!!
Her ep is called 幸福女神.

2010-07-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

When can i ever stop thinking abt you?
It's a question i've been asking myself.
Someone please tell me the answer,
or let me find the answer i'm waiting for.
I miss you.

2010-07-07T19:57:00.002+08:00

I saw this on babe's blog, interesting so i kop (:
A - AVAILABLE = Yeah.

B - BIRTHDAY = 17 MAY ♥

C - CRUSHING ON = someone ♥

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD = Water

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO = Wenji ♥

F - FAVORITE SONG = 我介意-金莎♥

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS = Both!

H - HOMETOWN = Singapore

I - IN LOVE WITH = mo ren ♥

J - JUGGLE = Nope.

K - KILLED SOMEONE = I dont want die eh!

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE = Singapore To Desaru

M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR = Strawberry! ♥

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS = None, but got gans

O - ONE WISH = You ♥

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST = Wenji

R - REASON TO SMILE = Those that made me happy~!

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD = 我知道-By2

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP = 0300 DD=

U - UNDERWEAR DESIGN = Hush puppy!

V - VEGETABLE(S) = i dont know vegetable names.

W- WORST HABIT = Lazy to run when i play soccer.

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD = I forget (:

Y - YOYOS ARE = Boring~!

Z - ZODIAC SIGN = Taurus.

Random Questions About You.

Spell your name without vowels.
Jngxng

What color do you wear most?
Blue

Least favorite color?
brown

Favorite color?
PINK!

What are you listening to?
Not listening.

Are you happy with your life right now?
Other than those sad memories,yeap!

When do you go back to school/college?
Every 5 days a week! DD=

Are you outgoing?
Yup! <(^(00)^)>

Favorite pair of shoes?
My white sneakers

Where do you wish you were right now?
At mo ren's house =DD

THE CANs.
Can you dance? = Yup!精舞们
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? whats that?
Can you whistle? = yeah.
Write with both hands? = Yeah and the left will be illegible
Walk with your toes curled? = i have no idea what it means.

THE DOs.
Do you believe there is life on other planets? = Yes!
Do you believe in miracles? = Of course!
Do you believe in magic? = Yes!
Love at first sight? = Yup!
Do you believe in Satan? = Yes.
Do you believe in Santa? = I do!
Do you know how to swim? = Yup!
Do you like roller coasters? = OF COURSE (Y)
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? No way! I will puke~!

THE HAVEs.
Have you ever been on a plane? = Yup.
Have you ever asked someone out? = Yup.
Have you ever been to the ocean? = Of course ♥
Have you ever painted your nails? = Yup~!

THE WHATs.
What is the temperature outside? = cooling
What radio station do you listen to? = My own personal radio~! *music player*
What was the last thing you bought? = Bee hoon.

THE WHOs.
Who was the last person with you in a recent picture? = Wenji (:
Who was the last person you said "I love you" to? = Mo ren =DD
Who was the last person you physically hurt? = Huishen,i smacked him while playing soccer (:

CRYING SECTION.
Ever really cried your heart out? = Yup.
Ever cried yourself to sleep? = Too much to count.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? = Yup!
Ever cried over the opposite sex? = Yeah, MANY times
Do you cry when you get an injury? = yeah, i scared pain.
Do certain songs make you cry? = When it means alot to me like 我介意.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? = Nope
What can make you happy? = Mo ren, friends, someone.
Do you wish you were happier? = Of course!
Can music make you happy? = Yup!

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken? = Countless
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? = Yup! i died once.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair colour ? = Dark brown! ♥
Have any tattoos? = Dont have (:
Eye color? = I dont know

Favorite eye color = Dark brown!
Height = 170 *awww so short DD=*
Best clothing = i very little clothes

HAVE YOU EVER.
Been to jail = NO.
Laughed so hard you cried = Yup.
Cried in school = Yup, like waterfall.
Thrown up in a store= Nope.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today = Hahs XDD yeah!

THIS or THAT.
Soda or Juice = BOTH!
McDonald's or Burger king = MAC!
Single or Group Dates = BOTH =DD
Chocolate or Vanilla = Chocolate~!
Strawberries or Blueberries = Strawberries TTM ♥♥
Meat or Veggies = Meat.
TV or Movie = Movie.
Guitar or Drums? = Both♥

2010-07-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

Today went to Jurong Point with Edward and Esther.
Met them at 11, den we mrt-ed there.
Actually i want watch eclipse one,
but Edward wanted to watch Karate Kid,
so we watch.
The show was not bad,quite nice.
Especially the shadow part, when they kissed,
so sweet!
Thought of someone, hais ):
After movie end, went home,
den emo until now.
Hais,
because of something.

Répondez s'il vous plaît
, 나 기다리고 있다 당신을 응답하십시오.

Alot things happen these few days,
really make me very sad.
But i guess you wouldn't care much.
나는 기다릴 것이다.

2010-06-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

School going reopen liao ):
Study until so so so tired,
only time i can rest is when i watch world cup (:
Luckily got people pei me while i watch,
if not sure bored de.
I seriously dont like c.ronaldo eh.
He solo all the way in the match.
Going watch the game liao,
Byessss

2010-06-24T21:32:00.002+08:00

Today's a very tough day!
Finally finished studying,
today morning woke up at 10
den go study geog till 1.30,
den go school study till 5.30 and went for training.
8 study again till now.
Today's all about study ):

2010-06-22T20:22:00.002+08:00

Finally back from tuition!
Hmmmm went for prefect camp for 2D1N.
Fun leh!
Start from first day ah.
I didn't go in the morning, cos i want studying my geog,
oh gosh, still have alot alot alot more to go.
I studied geog from 10 to 2.
Can die leh.
After that went to school go pass my racket to coach first,
den went down go find nathan and azfar talk talk.
Den i saw the prefects playing water!
I WANT PLAY!!!!!!!!!
but ended liao, so sad luh ):
I joined them at around 6 where the seniors had to do some things,
so funny! i was laughing all the way.
After that we went for dinner,
but den went to play basketball with esther before that,
after that eat with LiJie and co at the parade square.
We went to limbang bought bubbletea, den went back school for the performance thing,
half-way through i rushed home to get my stuff to stay overnight.
When the performance ended, it was bathe time,
but i didn't bathe, cos LiJie didnt want to,
we went up the hall to help ChaiSim with the night trail,
it was REALLY CHAOTIC,
but managed to complete everything on time,
and it was so funny,
the last group came in, i told the others that make this a really scary one,
den they start pulling their legs,
and i started hugging the guys, hahas,
they all chua tio.
After that we went down for debrief.
We were so hungry, so we asked Mr Chua if can buy mac or not,
den he brought LiJie to mac and he bought lots lots lots of food,
hahas, we passed the milo to the girls, den i have no idea how come we started sitting inside and eat with them.
We talked alot, but all crappy stuff.
We decided to have a walk around the school,
but Edward was really scared, cos LiJie go tell him about the backstage thing,
we managed to drag him along, and we sat down beside the poldium,
den got one guy, i forget his name liao, he keep looking at backstage,
den Dorothy(i think spell like that) she say something that made me scared,
so scary luh, den Gracia keep saying that she will be the one targeted,
so brave.
After that we decided to go back, cos YiSi too tired liao,
sent them back to the class, den we go back liao,
i cant sleep!
Keep tossing and turning,
so i decided to go find ChaiSim they all,
went until 5 den go back class, sleep to 5.30 den got someone stupid phone woke me up!
So angry.
Washed up at 6 den go meet liao,
morning PT so slack luh,
the sec 1 need go clear table only, den the seniors go do yoga.
Everyone was screaming luh, especially the boys.
After that breakfast!!!!!
after that i emo liao,
dunno why, den edward keep disturbing me luh.
And he got injuried by a staple, it went into his hand,
just to get 50 cents from LiJie.
After games, Dorothy and Gracia tell me go backstage with them to see the thing thing,
i so scared luh, but i must act man ma, den just go.
after that went home.
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
At home so sian!!! I keep looking out of the window after Camp.
Den got the feeling like i regret not doing something.
I think i did. hahas

2010-06-19T18:59:00.001+08:00

Happy 1st month, my girl.
I'll always love you,
it's a promise.
Even though sometimes i feel annoyed,
because i cant talk to you,
but i'll get used to it.
Because i love you.

2010-06-18T22:30:00.001+08:00

Im bored,
and im missing you alot.
Haiz,
study study study.

2010-06-16T21:35:00.001+08:00

i just miss you.
I'm really rotting.

2010-06-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

nothing to do so i come post.
Post about yesterday first ba.
Yesterday morning went to tournament,
play again Ngee Ann Sec,
won them, 3-1.
After that went home to get ready for band concert,
Met nathan at 4.30, den we go buy roses.
So many people buying luh,
we queue up, den waited to 4.45,
den westly came,
he say must wait for sebas until 5.15,
den we meet liao, den we take mrt there.
Reached there at 6.30, den we went in to choose seats cos we're early (:
Nathan keep bugging us to sit infront,
cos he want see someone, hahas.
After that concert end liao,
went to give flowers to Wenji and Alicia,
well done girls!
After that i went off with westly there all,
but i ran back to find Nathan cos of something,
but too late liao ):
Went back to school to find Wenji and Alicia,
waited until 12,
den took pictures den go home liao.

Today nothing much happened,
morning study den after that went to soccer match,
lost 13-10.
Much goals were scored due to the stupid muddy pitch,
but good match uh,
only thing is i sucked today.
Den nothing liao,
tomorrow match again Nan Hua High.
Hope can play.

Babe, i really miss you alot,
alot days never talk to you, when can you get your prepaid?
If i dont talk to you,
i'll feel lonely,
like i'm alone.
I'm starting to emo again.
I hate it.

2010-06-09T22:36:00.002+08:00

Holidays two weeks going over liao!
So fast, must start studying ):
Today morning went for physics,
den nathan show me some stupid stuff on his phone,
so funny.
After that went for break, saw baby,
she let down her hair eh,
sorry babe, you dont look weird la,
you look pretty(:
After that maths, den chem.

I miss you alot,
i'm so dying to talk to you.

2010-06-05T17:21:00.001+08:00

I'm dying studying ss ):
so many things to memorize.
Im going out to plaza sing,
finally can rest!

Baby i miss you ):
i want see you

2010-05-27T21:45:00.003+08:00

today had such a great day,
morning wake up go school,
den after that went to baby's house.
And i only knew that her dad was at home,
i was sooooooo shocked la!
Didn't expect tat to happen,
but it was okay,
taught her maths den i go training liao,
training was quite okay,
but i sucked totally.
After that talked to Joel and Yien about some stuff,
random stuff,den go home liao.
Tomorrow i'm going running early early with esther,
baby you must look outside window wor!

2010-05-23T19:29:00.002+08:00

Just came back from run.
And i am officially SICK.
Don't feel like going school tomorrow,
but i want see you baby.
So i die die also will go school.

Baby i miss you so so so so so so so much,
im dying to see you laaaaaa.
Three days never talk to you liao,
i keep looking at your photo
and hope that you'll just appear somewhere around me,
but cant ):
Without you, i dunno what to do liao ):
I miss you ):

2010-05-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

Today start chinese intensive liao,
so boring la,
morning we watch the chinese history thing den go recess,
after that we were supposed to revise ourselves but i, sebas, chin and Xinda playing pac man.
Its a super super fun game la!
After that mock liao.

Baby i miss miss miss you.
Half day never talk to you, almost dying liao.
I love you.

2010-05-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

Thank you for appearing in my life,
if not i'll be still in a world of darkness.
You brought me out of it,
and i wont let you down,
it's a promise

2010-05-15T22:37:00.002+08:00

Today the best man,
just came back from buffet dinner!
Ate till my stomach going burst liao.
Nothing much to talk about.
Monday coming liao!

I'll forget you soon,
because you have your own love life le,
I should find mine too.

2010-05-10T20:27:00.001+08:00

You'll disappear from my life from now onwards.
I said this 10 months ago and im saying it again now.

2010-05-08T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today is a very very sad day.
I dont know why.
It's like im so stupid,
I know she dont even care,
but i choose to wait,
I know its my fault, for not cherishing her,
but for 10 months le,
everyday i think about her.
But now whatever i do and say also no use
she have him le.
If you're reading this,
I wish you all the best,
just be happy with him.

To Hais,
I know i'm nothing to her,
but you dont have to say her until like that right.
Maybe you're right about her, i don't know.
And thanks to tell me not to care about her,
and thats what i'm trying to do.

2010-05-03T20:57:00.003+08:00

Why am i starting to think about you again?
I thought i forget about you le,
but now i know i've not.
I've been lying to myself,
lying to myself for 10 months,
lying to myself that i don't love you anymore.
But i guess its too late,
you have someone else already.
There's one thing i'll hate myself for,
one thing that i'll regret forever,
which is to lose you.
How i wish everything could go back into the past,
everything was so happy then,
even though there were times that were sad,
but having you by my side enough le.
Will you ever come back?

2010-04-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

Many things happen to me,
I dunno whether if its because im too sensitive,
or maybe its really true.
But it doesn't matter i guess,
because i believe.

I don't know why i suddenly think about the past,
how i wish i could go back to the happy times in the past,
I miss everything,
can someone make time go back?

2010-04-18T22:06:00.001+08:00

I freaking want to change phone ):
but sadly cannot, hais.
Sick for 2 days le,
when can i recover? ):

2010-04-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

when i'm sad, the first one i think of is you.
when you're sad, the first thing i think is to make you happy.
when you're happy, i'll be happy with you too.
when i'm bored, the first thing i want to do is to spend time with you.
when i have nothing to do, the first thing i want to do is to talk to you.
when i'm troubled, i want to share it with you.
when i'm happy, i want you to be happy with me.
when i miss you, i want to see you.
when i love you, i want you to tell me you love me too.
I love you,
and you know i do.

2010-04-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

This few days have been tough,
really very tough for me,
restless nights,
thinking about you.
I tell myself not to think so much,
and just let it be,
I'm trying now,
but i'm afraid i'll lose you.
But i trust you,
I know you won't leave me alone right?
I'll just pretend to be okay,
as long you happy can le.
I'll be waiting.

2010-04-04T13:55:00.002+08:00

Just when i started getting used to life with you,
you do this to me,
I finally know what i am to you,
all lies,
i guess i was just being stupid,
believing in everything,
i'll get used to it,
I really don't know how le.
i really don't know.
Someone please pull me out,
pull me out of this horrible place.

2010-04-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hey people.
Today was okay okay.
wake up morning, den study,
den go training,
den slack at home, den nothing liao.

Yesterday went to suntec with Chunhao, Jerome and Shibin,
we took 2hrs to reach there ):
so long lo ):
After that went to eat laksa,
den go out eat with parents.

Enjoyed (:
bye

2010-03-28T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hate me for all you want,
just hate me.

2010-03-28T19:36:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's road run was sooooo fun (:
wohoo.
Very long never had so much fun liao.
Morning woke up go school,
den i, chin and the rest go fill water for water bomb
the toilet so smelly ):
anyway, we filled alot of water bombs,
like 6 buckets full,
thats, quite alot i think.
I didn't run (:
didn't feel like running,
i went to help out setting up the game booth.
When everyone ran finish, we started playing the water bomb thing
we had to stand there as targets, den people throw at me,
lucky i only tio twice.
After that i go play soccer with sebas they all.
4vs4.
First match with 3I
we won 2-0, huishen scored two.
Second with 2G i think,
we won 5-2, huishen score one, i score one, kennard score two.
Power seh.
After that went back to the booth,
suddenly everyone play water bomb,
den i go take the bucket fill water, den pour over yiling,
den water fight start liao,
my whole body wet can bathe liao.
so fun.
Den nothing liao.

Today went tuition in morning
den after that go mac study with joanna,
Slacked at limbang park den go home le.

bye people.
Miss you darling (:

2010-03-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

To:______

I'm sorry.
Now you finally know i'm a jerk.
I made a mistake by making you fall for me,
i know i shouldn't do this to hurt you,
but i really cant bear to hurt you even more.
Because i really cant forget her,
i cant get her out of my mind.
I try so hard, for 8 months,
i really cant, even though i know its impossible but i still want to try.
I'm really sorry.
Forget me please.
I'm not worth your tears,
i'm not worthy of you.
Now you know what type of person i am,
like what she said,
I'm sorry.

2010-03-21T18:34:00.003+08:00

To ______

Must cheerup okays?
Everyday sad no good for body.
Must smile big big big (:
Like that will look prettier ma (:
if i can be happy, you also can ma (:
dont keep saying cant cant cant.
I know you can.
After knowing you,
life has been much better,
you brought laughter in my life,
thankyou uh.
Everytime i sad, you'll never fail to cheer me up.
I don't know how you do it,
but it always works (:
So must always do that okay?
Always be there for me when i need you.
I promise to always be there for you when you need me,
to cheer you up,
you talked to me when i was troubled by problems,
you gave me when i needed them,
i really want to thank you for everything you gave me,
you never fail to keep me smiling,
you're really important to me,
so important that i cant live my life without you,
promise me, that you'll never leave me alone,
thank you for everything.
I love you pig pig.

2010-03-21T18:30:00.003+08:00

Holidays ending le.
So sad ):
Tomorrow have SPA.
But can de (:
holidays was quite okay,
except for the 4 days ):
problems problems problems,
when can it end,
im really tired.

when can talk like last time again?

2010-03-16T21:17:00.002+08:00

Today i spent almost a day doing my homework.
Cool right.
So boring at home.
I want to go out, really really want to go out.
Someone people jio me out.
tomorrow having tournament.
Going to destroy everyone there.

Sorry, but its no use already.
Im a jerk, a very bad one.
Dont fall for me anymore,
because it wont do you any good.
Its a mistake.
I'm sorry, i'll try.
To forget what i've been trying hard for so long,
forget about her,
if i really cant,
please give me up.

2010-03-14T19:54:00.002+08:00

I miss you so so so much.
I didn't realise how important you were to me.
Always there to cheer me up,
never once fail to make me smile (:
Thank You (:
And I love you,
pig pig.

3 days,4 hrs and 3 mins more....

2010-03-11T22:09:00.001+08:00

Hmmm exam results come back le.
Did very badly,
maybe because alot things happen ba.
haiz.
Very complicated,
my mind is too.
I don't know what to do.
I really dont know.

2010-02-21T20:16:00.002+08:00

Hello people(:
So long never post le,
busy busy ):
Wednesday semi-finals le,
Juying you watch out,
we're get our revenge!
Hmmmm these two days spent time smsing,studying,
also have emo.
Haiz, so difficult to be happy lo,
But luckily have people pei me (:
I suddenly listen to this song, dam sad,
the lyrics worse, dam sad.

我走以后-张靓颖
每晚的梦都会重复
重复一段路
我们曾走的好辛苦
你感谢我付出
更感谢我退出
说她更需要照顾
听说你比从前幸福
我只有满足
还能有怎样的企图
当初你迷了路
选择我的脚步
是不是有些唐突
喧闹的人群中
陌生的面孔匆匆略过
感觉每张脸都是你的轮廓
黎明破晓后
多想再一次亲吻你刘海遮住的额头
安慰我
我走以后
你现在的生活
会不会也偶尔想起我
那所谓的
以后还是朋友如何去做
你曾经说我走以后
希望还有联络
能够聆听彼此的苦乐
说实在的
我已不能理智对待了
慢慢学会了沉默
想把你影子摆脱
或许就不难过
夜晚没了你在我身边拥抱着
习惯了

2010-02-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

wohoo!!
Today first day of CNY,
didn't do much, except for visiting.
Gambled alittle, but still lost $1 ):
But nevermind (:
once a year ma.
Im too lazy to post
bye people (:

2010-02-14T00:31:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year
and a Happy Valentines Day!

2010-02-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

罗志祥 - 习惯就好

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉

你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看突然明了
爱过了使用期效你就想逃

我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡

习惯就好习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉

你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看突然明了
爱过了使用期效你就想逃

我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡

习惯就好习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒

习惯就好习惯就好
一个人在雨里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到自己的心跳
习惯就好习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒一秒

Damn nice la.
我承认我真得不够好
请给我多一秒

2010-02-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day.
But the feeling will never be the same.
Why must chinese new year be on the same day as it? ):
I really hope......
It'll come true one day.
If you're reading this,
YOU should know what im talking about.

2010-02-07T17:03:00.001+08:00

I wont forget what i did to you,
I wont forgive myself for doing that to you,
But its true that i love you.

2010-01-31T18:57:00.012+08:00

hey ppl, dam long never never post le
No mood ba, haiz, so sian sian sian.
But i loved the adam khoo workshop,
so motivational (:
And Gary was so so so funny(:
But den sadly i didnt go for the last day,
had to go tuition ):
Andrea was fun too(: she so high,
Iunia was okay okay, but den managed to past time by drawing.
But 3 of them really good, make me realise what i want when i grow up.
But den got alot alot sad parts lo, make me cry ):
Drawing was fun (: especially when you feel bored,
i drew something that i thought was really nice,
first time i drew something like that,
maybe it was because i thought of that someone ba.
Den suddenly it just came into me,
hmmmm, nice or not must comment hor(:

{e-dited 13.02.10 18:51}
okay i dunno why its like that. But nevermind i shall change it soon,
but comment abt it yeah(:
bye people (:

2010-01-21T21:50:00.001+08:00

hello people.
Third week of school le,
so tiring la, alot homework,
new chapter,
tournament.
No mood post le

2010-01-17T19:45:00.002+08:00

I miss the holidays ):
Must wake up so early, so tiring.
Tomorrow first match of west zone le.
Must chiong!
i damn bored can, dont feel like posting le,
cos of something someone said,
haiz
Bye.

2010-01-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Finally!! My com back le (:

2009-12-30T13:09:00.001+08:00

Hello.
Now using my friend's laptop to post.
Won't be posting til my com is fixed.
Bye.

Continue to tag(:
School starting in 5days:(

2009-12-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hello people (:
Im so lazy to post,
i dont want school to start so early ):
1 more week.
so sad ):

bye people

2009-12-21T20:57:00.001+08:00

Hello people (:
Im so happy happy happy (:
hahas.
Tomorrow having soccer training,
i want chiong (:

2 weeks to school ):

2009-12-19T21:06:00.002+08:00

Im in love with this song (:
By Yoga Lin.
The lyrics so wonderful, hahas.

林宥嘉 - 说谎

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡让人家不安
才会结果都指望
我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样
我没有说谎
我何必说谎
你懂我的我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎请别
以为你有多难忘
消失真的不是我逞强
我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口闻的到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象
我没有说谎
我何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎
是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯
我没有说谎
我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿
我没有说谎是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说可我没有可能有希望
我没有说谎
祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘

2009-12-16T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hello people (:
Finally my number 200th post (:

Today went out with Glenn and Amanda.
Went to IMM den to Causeway.
Spammed arcade like siao.
Still have $20+ in the card.
Hmmm, i dam tired now.
Back so pain.

2009-12-15T21:07:00.001+08:00

i guess im waiting for the impossible to happen.
Dream are often images of impossible things.
I guess im dreaming.

2009-12-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

Actually i've not forgotten everything,
I lie to myself,
telling myself that i've forgotten about you,
but i cant.
If time could go back to the past,
i wouldn't have done stupid things.
I wouldn't have defended her from you,
I hate myself for doing that.
I just want to say Sorry.
If YOU see this, i just want to tell you im sorry.

2009-12-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

I want soccer match!!!!
2 weeks never touch soccer ball liao.
Leg itchy!!

2009-12-13T14:25:00.000+08:00

I miss badminton camp ):

going out tomorrow,
hope will have fun.

2009-12-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hello people!!
Badminton camp over le ):
so so so sad, cos it was so fun ):
Hmmm lets start from day 1

Day 1
We had to assemble in school at 9, I was late but Joel was even later,
cos he woke up at 8.45?
Den we play whacko after that, get to know some people's name,
den after that we played Yi pai, whatever its called.
Means that everyone only can hit the shuttle once,
my group lost ):
After that played doubles, i paired with Yuxuan
and we played with Perry and Lionels.
We won (:
After that was lunch (:
Super super hungry,
we spammed all the food, den was so full.
We played dodgeball next, it was super fun can.
I hit jerome two times (:
After that we played amazing race,
first station was at limbang park,
must go to the stone thingy, must step de.
We had to make our team leaders laugh den can get next clue,
in the end we go there shake our butts,
hmmm next was at the playground,
we played colour edition, i dunno whats that about,
colours?
den went to next station,
we had to pass messages to our groupmates,
without speaking.
It took quite long, but all managed to do it.
Next, we went back to school, did alot numbers counting,
can go crazy!
We won in the end (:
After that was shower time!
I, Yuxuan, Rainer and Jared go classroom block shower.
the 2nd, 3rd and 4th showers no water one leh,
very little, so we took turns to shower,
and the water super cold.
After shower we had dinner!
Spammed food again, but it was pizza,
shared with Yukhoon.
After that we played murderer in the hall,
it was so funny, cos Shiman murderer den she wink at people very obvious.
Peishan and Thoven call her hardcore winker.
After that is hide and seek, had to go find people, very dark leh.
Managed to find people,
next round was the facilitators had to find all of us,
i and jared hiding, den irfan call me,
i thought the game over liao, so i go back
in the end, he call for fun den get caught.
Den we had supper,
on the way up to the hall after supper,
i got scared by Tomoe twice, at the same place,
she sitting with her friend eating chips i think.
Den slept.
But so hard lo the floor. Cold also.

Day 2
Woke up at 6.45, go brush teeth, pack up sleeping bag, den go physical training.
Had to do sprinting, den breakfast.
After that we played dodgeball again,
i super on form, dodge alot and hit alot people,
but i fell ):
pain.
After that lunch!
Spammed food with yuxuan and rainer,
it was raining so we go hall play captain ball.
My team totally rocks,
won all the games (:
After that we played water water water (:
I wear white pants, den yuxuan and wayne come pour water on me.
But luckily i go change pants,
den after that play water, so fun (:
I, irfan and Zhenyu all aim Tomoe,
i splash a whole bucket of water on her,
sorry uh. Next time let you pour water on me.
After that we go shower, same people and same place.
Had dinner next, buffet and i emo-ing lo.
no mood eat, cos Zy tell me something sad.
but managed to eat alittle.
After that go back hall watch horror movie,
super super scary,
the face all so disgusting lo.
Junkang and Edward all very scared, all close eyes
After that haunted house, i very scared lo,
but in the end not scary de.
slept at 3am, and woke up at 8.
i slept all the way through, super tired

Day 3
woke up at 8 den do pt.
Must do 10 laps running and we played a game.
We had to turn rounds on the spot den get the thing to whack our opponents.
When i do, i cannot see anything, i keep going to the right.
hahas, breakfast next
Den we go cleaning up,
break camp at 2,
went to mac to eat with boys.
went home watch tv and sleep.

hmmm how i wish badminton camp can be longer lo.
next year i die die also want to go.

2009-12-06T21:52:00.001+08:00

Hello people.
Tomorrow having friendly match with tampines sec.
And tuesday's camp!
finallly!
OH and heard that tmr joey having chalet.
You enjoy yeah.

hmmm nothing to post liao.
Byebye

2009-12-04T20:19:00.003+08:00

Hey people!
Back from Jurong point (:
watched movie with yuxuan, chunhao and rainer.
Hahas, morning met in cck at 11.
Den trained to boonlay,
and i saw wenji haahs,
wondering why she so early go out,
den she say she go bp study,
so guai.
After that slacked at jp for3 hours,
arcade alot, but fun!
After that watch new moon.
The ending was like so sian dao lo
at least i quite enjoyed myself,
but its not the same. hahas

2009-12-03T20:45:00.001+08:00

i'm rotting at home seriously, rotting everyday.
Someone please please please jio me out.
Anywhere, except home.
I dread staying at home,
cos will think of alot things.
Haiz...
So if anyone want people pei to go out,
must call me hor!!!

Why??
why cant i forget everything?

2009-12-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry.
But i can't help but think of you.
I'm trying,
trying to forget you,
trying to stop myself from disturbing you,
trying to stop myself from thinking of you,
but nothing works.
Every night, i still think of you,
it has been 4 months and 1 day,
I thought i could carry on,
but i realise i can't,
without your goodnight smses,
without hearing your voice everyday,
without eating the food you cooked for me,
without seeing you,
I'm nothing.
But i know, you've met someone better.
Someone who can make you happy,
I think i know who he is.
If he can make you happy forever,
I have no complains,
even if i suffer alot,
i won't mind.
Because you mind alot to me,
and because
I love you.

2009-11-30T22:47:00.001+08:00

I don't know why i'm feeling so sad after reading your blog.
I really don't know, i know its over,
but why i cant i accept it.
Why?

2009-11-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

如果爱一个人
就要她快乐
无论自己多么的痛苦
还是要默默的祝福她
永远的快乐。

i'll love you no matter what.
Be happy.

2009-11-29T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, hello people.
Sorry about all the sad sad post uh.
hahas, guess i wasn't myself this few days.
Hmmm, really nothing to post about this few days.
So fast 1 month over le.
1 more to go, really so fast.
Didn't really go out so much.
Emo-ing for 1 month, really must stop.
Ah, damn bored.
Byebye

2009-11-28T20:49:00.001+08:00

I can't believe after what you've done, im still thinking of you.
连闭上眼睛，
这么都是你

2009-11-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

Hey people.
Today was an okok day.
Not really fun, but not really bored.
Morning woke up at 8.30.
Supposed to have training at 8.30, hahas,
amal called me twice.
I ask breakfast den go training.
I go there, see them play play.
After that they go do physical training.
Hahas, but not long after, started playing.
Play street with kss sec 2s.
Den go home.
blah
blah
blah
im too lazy to write what happen afternoon.
Nothing fun.

Finally the team is complete!
I.V.K
Invincible velocity knights.
Thursday having our first match.
Shiok. hahas

Bye people.

2009-11-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hello people.
Today morning training super fun (:
Did physical and played alot matches (:
go home rest. sian

Tomorrow morning have soccer training. hahas.
Bye people.

2009-11-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

Finally Ashaway Open is over.
4 days of intensive matches, really very tiring.
Morning wake up early, go tampines, need 1 hour+ ride.
But no complains, cause really enjoyed myself,
even though, lost in 2nd round but i played my best.
Sadly for Zy/Hongkai and Yien/Gerald, they lost in the quarters.
Went to watch marcus play doubles, quite exciting, cos they playing against monfort.
The monfort guy so cute lo, he keep gl marcus.
Laughing like crazy.
Bad news, i injuried my back, knee and arm.
But i still playing sports (:
Heck care la, tomorrow i have soccer match,
wohoo, hope my arm will recover by tomorrow cos very pain now.

Joey injuried her hand,
she say very pain,
quite worried.
Erm you must take care of it okay?
If really very pain, den must see doctor,
if not when you go ipoh, you'll suffer lots.
Enjoy your trip, and
Please take care.

2009-11-14T18:01:00.002+08:00

hello people!
Today is boring,
morning i woke up and watch tv,
den suddenly Mr Lim called me,
say i never do homework hahas,
but i finished everything liao (:
Went for prefect meeting,
so little people can,
talked abt camp stuff and sec 1 orientation next year
hmmm, but at least wasn't as boring as i thought.
Came home, watched tv again.
Monday tournament liao!!
Must win!
Lots of camp coming up,
badminton camp, prefect camp,
but i wanna enjoy, cos next year must chiong liao.
Having headache now, want to rest
bye people!

2009-11-12T22:06:00.003+08:00

Saw her at limbang today,
felt very sad.
I don't know why.

Hahas, today went school late,
after that played xbox with nathan,
den go training,
we rock man! hahas
Tomorrow no school.

Oh, and liyi recover soon (:

thats all ba.
I don't know why, whenever i see you, i breakdown

2009-11-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

hello people!!
Today went school late hahas, cos i watch hot shot last night.
Nothing to do ma.
Went to Sungei Buloh for geog field trip,
learnt quite alot. hahas.
But sadly, it rained, hahas,
And alot mosquito!!!
eeeeeeee.

Now nothing to do sia, haiz,
sms-ing haahs.

I'm on the verge of breaking down.

2009-11-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

O levels over le (:
Yes, finally can play.
Dunno why leh,
after O's still very sian.
Sad also, haiz.

Am i having a nightmare?
Or is it fated?
I don't know.
I just hope.

2009-11-08T21:10:00.001+08:00

hey people,
i decided to post cos i just finished 14 chapters of chinese (:
hahas.
very hardworking this few days,
i want get A1 (:
And a PSP and a new phone (:
Maybe i'll start saving up (:

I going off le (:
tag hor (:

2009-11-07T23:09:00.002+08:00

yo people,
holidays le, but im still chionging chinese
tues o level chinese liao.
Chionging, no time for playing
after tues, i'll really start training hard liao.
Today morning have mock test, den i go home.
Sms-ed alot today hahas.
I think i'll post again on tues (:

我爱你
你爱我吗？

2009-10-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

i finally know.
What she thinks.

2009-10-29T21:23:00.003+08:00

yo people!

Today last day of school liao.

Somehow feel sad leh,

next year need chiong o levels le.

I dunno how much i'll miss her when i leave Kranji

Thinking too far ba.

Hahas.

Yesterday Art Fest.

Super fun (: haha

Sort of miss the times we 3 practiced together (:

hahas.

Anyway saw Joey's post.

She sounds sad

Cheer up la.

I know how it feels like,

parting with my good friends.

But you'll still meet up together (:

Like i tagged at your tagbox.

You all will be BEST FRIENDS FOREVER.

So cheer up.

Spend more time with them (:

I love you.

picture (:

2009-10-27T20:22:00.000+08:00

tomorrow art fest liao, very nervous.
Now seriously nothing to talk about.
Life is nothing to me now.
I still hope.....

2009-10-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

Currently addicted to a song called the river flows in you by yiruma.
Its nice, makes someone relax.
Finding scores now.

2009-10-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

Today really no mood to do anything.
Play, study and eat, all also no mood.
Maybe it's because i'm thinking about it too much.
I don't know why, i feel so sad when she says she's lazy to talk to me.
Maybe i deserve this.
But i'm sure this isn't puppy love,
this is TRUE LOVE.
I just hope.

2009-10-22T21:14:00.003+08:00

Get back results liao.
Its okay la, only disappointed in maths and chem and chinese

English-C5
Chinese-D7
E maths-C5
A maths-C6
Social Studies-A2
Geography-C5
Physics-C6
Chemistry-E8

wohoo (: i got 2nd in class for SS.
so happy.
I wish i could do better in Chem ):
But i'll work harder, if i can pass my physics paper, means i can for chem too (:
Jiayous JingXiang (:

She got great results, happy for her.
Can go into double science liao.
She happy, i will be too.
But now i very sad,
very very sad.
Why other people can have fun after exams?
Why i don't feel any fun?
Why don't i feel the same as last year?
Maybe it's become i lost someone very important to me?
OR
I just don't know how to have fun?
It's really hurtful,
everyone is having fun,
while i'll always have to stay at home alone, being sad, being depressed.
I really hope, that very someone will appear infront of me and accompany me whenever im feeling down.
But maybe it's impossible, because from the way i see it,
it seems that she's in love with another.
Maybe i'm thinking too much.
My friends tell me to let it be, dun think about it,
but everytime i cant help but to think about it.
Maybe it's because 我对自己没有一点的把握.
But im still hoping for it to happen, it has been 2 months and 22 days.
And its 17th.

别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受

2009-10-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

可不可以爱我-卢学叡

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定努力开拓话题
最后却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快只剩灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

I love this song alot, nice lyrics too (:

2009-10-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

yo people.
Tomorrow going to get results le ):
Scared, but hope i'll get good results,
chiong-ed for a week lo.

Today had rehearsal for art fest in school today,
met up with nathan den go school.
We practiced den go rehearse,
and the song went very nice (:
except that they had to change the wire of the guitar when im playing lo.
After that went home, sleep.

It's been ages since i went out with her.
But at least she enjoyed herself with her friends.
I dunno if its possible or not,
but i hope it will.
I really have nothing already.
Stayin at home rotting.
Lying on my bed thinking
of all the things i missed.
But if she's happy
I think its okay.
I think.

whatiwantisforyoutosayiloveyoutomeagain
whatiwantisforustobehappytogether
whatiwantisforyoutolovemeagain
whatiwantistogothroughthickandthinwithyouagain
whatiwantisyou.
andonlyyou.
JCTY,
maybeimdreaming
maybeimstupid
maybeimdumb
maybeihaveattitudeproblem
maybeisuck
maybeimirritaing
butwhatiknowisthatILOVEYOU.

2009-10-20T20:18:00.004+08:00

yo people (:

i come post liao.

Today was fun fun fun (:

Morning i woke at 8 just to do chinese compre cos i promised my daddy to score well for O'level chinese.

After that Huishen and Sebas came my house at 10, den play play play till 2.

Went to school after that cos have match with c boys.

We lost 4-3. Not bad la. Great performance by both teams.

Here are the highlights of match, hahas, dunno how phrase it.

Anyway we're playing 30 mins per half, with 3 quarters

C boys 1 Non team 0

5 mins (Wuimin)( my mistake caused this goal ):

C boys 1 Non team 1

(ChaiSim) - (Khalish dribbled past 4 defenders and forced a save from the keeper, ChaiSim finished off with a tap in)

C boys 2 Non team 1

(Matthew) - (He somehow beat the offside trap and beat Zy to score this goal)

C boys 2 Non team 2

(forget name sorry ): - ( scored from half line, went over the keeper)

C boys 3 Non team 2

(Amarul) - went 1 vs 1 with me, shot went off the post and went into the goal)

C boys 4 Non team 2

(dunno his name) - Farizul went past RB and made a through ball into the penalty box, man finished off with a side footer

C boys 4 Non team 3

(Khalish) - Irfan was fouled in the penalty box, direct freekick given, Khalish converted with an outer foot shot.

End game....

Bad news, i kana injuried ):

want see picture? i let you all see.

scary hor. Hope it'll recover soon.

Bye ppl.

2009-10-19T19:34:00.002+08:00

Finallyyyyyyyyyyy, she talked to me (:
so happy (:

Today woke up, study chinese den play com,
went soccer-ing with amal and friends.
Dam tired hahas, so long never play this much liao,
somemore its in a shelter beside HDB.
Very long time never have this feeling liao,
2 years? since i played in those type of place.
Sec1 was chiong-ing with friends at the shelter near my house,
den billy and others will join,
wah, think about it, time really flies.
If we could play like that again....
It would be very fun (:
continue with the soccer thing...
We played alot matches, den at the end, we decided to play league cos they was 7 ppl.
I and amal one team, den still have Zaki and Sufyan team.
And in the end i and amal lost all the matches lo.
0 points!!!!
Zaki's team had 9 points while Sufyan had 6.
But at least i get back the skill of diving (:
Thanks guys, you let me enjoy and get back the taste of being a keeper.

Tomorrow having soccer match with c boys,
hopefully we will win and no one solo la. hahas.
Playing LCB (: wohooo.

bye people (:

talkingtoyoureallymakesmesmileagain
thankyou

2009-10-18T21:57:00.001+08:00

i really miss you alot,
you should know im talking about you.
Long time since i talked to you,
face to face, msn, sms
as well as waving at you.

I really hope you'll sms me soon

2009-10-17T22:27:00.001+08:00

Today is another boring and sad day for me.
Morning wake up, cut nails, watch tv, played xbox.
After that Juventino called me ask me want play soccer match next sat.
But in the end never liao cos too far.
After that went to bugis with my parents,.

Something made me very happy today,
she finally replied one of my messages (:

2009-10-16T17:43:00.002+08:00

how i wish i could sms and talk to you like before....

Today exams over liao!!!!
Have alot alot things i wanna do.
Play, Play and Play.
Think i injured my ankle, pain now.
haiz....
I miss you, alot

2009-10-03T18:31:00.002+08:00

okay im so bored now.
Saw a quiz from Christabel's blog,
so i decided to do it (:

1. Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
--- J very difficult to think of word leh. ahya anyhow put. Japan!

2. Who are you missing right now?
--- Someone (:

3. Your ex shows up randomly at your house , what do you say?
--- I'll invite her in.

4. How many bedrooms are in your house?
--- Thhreeee~~

5. Is there a reason for your profile song?
--- Lols. Whats that?

6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
-- No

7. Who was your last text message from?
-- Christabel (:

8. What time did you wake up this morning?
--- 8.55am

9. If someone liked you right now , would you want them to tell you?
-- Yupps?

10. Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?
-- Yarhs! Like of coz.

11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
-- see who's the person first lo.

12. What is wrong with you now?
-- I'm sianzz!!

13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
--- Maybe? i cant predict the future

14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad?
-- Lols. Of cozzzz no. Why should I? -.-

15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
-- Yeah.

16. Do you use T9 , word or abc?
-- T9. It rockx!

17. Do you tell your mum everything?
-- Nope. I should have secrets, right??

18. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-- Alot people leh. I think the toots ba.

19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
-- Yeah, i did.

20.Who can you trust?
-- Myself and my sisters (:

21. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
-- Cheek ba.

22. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?
-- excited, cos i want watch S.League

23. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of?
-- I think is amal.

24. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled?
--- No

25. Would You Ever Donate Blood?
-- Maybe, but i scared i faint, or the nurse poke into wrong place.

26. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex?
-- Yupps :D Was great.

27. Do You Want Someone Dead?
-- No

28. What Does Your Last Text Message Say?
-- When did i say i had unlimited message?

29. What Are You Thinking Right Now?
-- About when my father's friends coming over.

30. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now?
-- Yarhs :D i wished she was beside me now (:

31. What Time Did You Go To Sleep Last Night?
-- 1.15am

Hahs.32.Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now?
-- Free de.

33. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
-- Yupps.

34. Who Was The Last Person To Text You?
-- Christabel (:

The 9 people you just tagged (tagging those with blogs(: )
i forget liao leh. i anyhow put name la.

1)Christabel
2)Amal
3)Alvin
4)Joey
5)Zhenyu
6)Farhana
7)Nathan
8)Alicia
9)Wenji

35. Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With?
-- Now dun have.

36. Is 3 A Male Or A Female?
-- Male.

37. What Is Number 1 Studying About?
-- Subjects that sec 1s are learning?

38. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them?
-- Friday

39.Is Number 4 Single?
-- Yupps.

40.Say Something About Number 2.
-- My good brother, funny, but sometimes irritating

41. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together?
-- Funny leh (:

42. Describe Number 9.
--- Small, cute, funny (:

43. What Will You Do If Number 2 And 3 Fights?
-- I'll stop them.

2009-10-03T15:02:00.001+08:00

life has been bad this few weeks, or should i say few months.
Without you, there's nothing in me.

2009-09-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

nothing to so i psot alittle little ba.

yesterday was so fun fun fun (:
took pictures, played candles (:
hahas.

lazy liao.

To: Rachel
next time i bring you go anywhere you want in Singapore okay?

2009-09-21T21:21:00.001+08:00

JINGXIANG IS DEADDDDDDDD )':

2009-09-21T15:40:00.012+08:00

yo people (:

I just came back home (:

let me talk about my day (:

lots of pictures (:

Today morning i woke up at 9am, cos i planning to go bowling with chunhao.

In the end we decided to go out with my parents to Hort Park (i dunno how spell

He reached my house at 10. And we left home (:

We reached around 11 den we started walking walking.

Very hot leh, but fun.

I was so happy, cos have chunhao pei wo,

its like having a brother lo.

Fun (:

Den took alot pictures,

listen songs and talked crap.

Den we reached vivo at 12, fast hor.

We ate, and he wanted to buy shirt so we go buy.

He saw an adidas shirt that he wanted, so he try try.

He wanted XL size when L is just nice for him,

weird sia.

After that go home liao.

Going badminton with Joel, Si Min, Yukhoon and Chunhao later (:

He took a picture of me, i didn't know.

He managed to turn away in time (:

i know very ugly la.

i was trying to find this plant lo. But end up cant.

Thats all (:

2009-09-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

JingXiang is currently emo-ing now ):

Tomorrow going bowling with Chunhao and Joel.
Maybe it'll be a nice day? i dont know
Maybe going town too.
So sad can't go out with my sister ):

Life seriously sucks for me.
Everyday thinking about you.
Missing you every moment.
I'm dying.
Real soon

2009-09-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

all of your promises, i believed in them.
And in the end, i still got hurt again.
Everyone told me it was possible for me to win you back,
but now i finally know how important i am to you.
Normal friend ah, you treat your friends better.
You treat ryan better, even though you knew him for 3 months?
After going through so much together, you decided to be heartless
and shatter my heart, making me feel so depressed.
I almost wanted to _____ but luckily amal stopped me.
Cos i think i can be more relax after doing it?
You may think im stupid, and im lying.
Threatening. hahas im not.
Cos i wont play with all this.
After this thing happen, i became so weak,
even when im playing my favourite sport, soccer,
i cannot even play properly.
Play computer i think of you,
go out i think of you,
sleep i also think of you.
Every night i cry, i feel so sad,
I cant sleep, i feel miserable,
but i kept everything to myself.
I told myself, if i can win you back, no matter what i also must ren.
When i gave you flowers, you said you'll treat me better,
but it lasted only for a day.
Maybe i've wasted my efforts, cos ppl tell me that.
but i don't think so.
Im willing to give you more.
Even if it takes all my money,
or even my life, i'll still try.
I won't lie to myself anymore,
I won't deceive myself,
I know i love you and i wont force myself to forget you.
Im not going to pretend i dont care about you.
Im not going to pretend not to be sad when i see you.
Im not going to stop myself from crying when i remember of all the happy memories we had together.
Im not going to give up, whether you care or not, i already know what you're going to say.
But this stupid dumb little boy is still willing to do everything.
I hope when you see this, you'll stop the misery of this stupid dumb little boy, by accepting him.
Because i know he's really depressed now, and he needs you.
He need JOEY CHEE TING YI.

2009-09-19T14:11:00.001+08:00

Im hurt.
Really hurt.

2009-09-16T21:57:00.002+08:00

Getting sadder and sadder day by day.

Getting weaker too cos i have no more motivation in my life.

I dunno what to do, i really don't know.

Have one story to tell everyone (:

Y loves X but Y don't know if X still loves Y or not.

Y tries its best to win X's heart back.

Y gave X flowers, wrote cards, try to keep her occupied by smsing X.

Y tries so hard, but in the end Y still get hurt.

But Y still don't want give up, cos Y loves X.

No matter how hurt Y is Y still continues to try its best.
Y is very sad now, and he saw something in X's blog.

But Y dun want say what he saw.

Because Y cannot control what other people say.
Y keeps quiet and hopes X will be with Y again.

THE END

2009-09-14T21:34:00.001+08:00

My back aching ):
Old liao.